Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Extricate from the pits of pages of extravagant essays .
Tomorrow is judgement day for myself
Am gonna eat and drink stacks and pages of notes till thursdayy
they sure are paramount when in comes to exams, as for those are your sheild
against the deadly cunning qeustion!
Anyway it's mother tongue paper tomorrow somehow
those complicated strokes of undefine words intrest me but
they seem to hate me so much owells a day off tomorrow i guess.
luxuries await me on the boulevard of my studies year
The results doesn't really matter what it does matter most is the
cold hard work put in at the end of the day , the one smiling isn't the result
but it's you!!!
I love nicole she is the best she is so awesome and cool, not like me im sucha loser hahahahahah :D
Back to the past will ya?!
I have a story to share it's lovely i guarantee you'll feel warmth.
Here goes nothing read hard!Clara is a mother of 3 ranging from youngest 2 to oldest 14 , A woman who believe in nurturing the mind was more important than trival chores. Housekeeping wasn't a priority though their home was in a chaos alway but Clara's family was a boisterous bunch, with their carefree, upbeat attitube towards life. She never fails to stop the ironning to help with the cheerleading project or to switch off the vaccumm and calls the whole family to wood trecking to gather specimens for a child science's project not forgetting she's a soul breader and never knew the happiness indulgence you might get if you're in their family.
Happiness took for a harshes turn, Clara was diagnosed with terminal brain cancer which was in to the last stage. . She Lowered her past cheerful voice to her children, they couldn't accept the fact that their span of time was goona end so soon. Dreading the sorrow and gloom, Clara told them the greatest gift they could give to her was to carry on as if nothing was amiss. They Masked up their stormy deep sorrowful face and Decorated Clara's head turban(cover up the baldness) And the unthinkable came, but her oldest daughter juicy was acting all laughing and cheerful i've asked "aren't you suppose to be sad? " She hearts out and said "Her mother left her note of funny letters all around the house. The Children than tore the house apart finding all letters her mother hidden. The feeling was like having their Mum back in the house again.
Christmas came and all four received letters and gifts from their mum. In the followed year , Messages continued sporadically. Mountains of letters flooded in during Juicy graduation and even her wedding dinner ~ Her mother had entrusted letters to her friends which were to be delivered to them on special day. Even on the day Juicy's Baby was born . Each Child received short funny letters until their last adulthood.
I Often thought of the pain in Juicy's Mum and the mischievous joy she felt when hidding these letter. But through it all I've marveled at the wonderful memories she left those children, despite the pain she quietly suffered and the anguish she must have felt leaving her Family. Those unselfish acts exemplify the greatest mother's love. Every Letter she wrote was bleeding hurt down in her heart yet she choose to leave them in a spontaneous way that Clara maybe dead, but her Love wasn't . . happy early mothers day people.
I was caught being a retard at Nicole houseOPTIMISM ISN'T WHAT IT SEEMS TO BE
I SUCK
SUCK
SUCK
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BLOOMING IN THE RAIN
I have a little phobia i need to share ,
I'm Afraid of thunders Hahaa..
An Aberration behaviour i had since youngg,
But i always love the scent of the rain flopping in
it holds a warmth feeling of young and reminisceful memories.
Eventually the crashing rain is not always a good idea
Cause it's a concoction of Thunders and Droplets of Dew
Held in a Room of Dark circle walls You can feel how the
thunder really crashes on your ear drums
all happened when i was 4 plus.
So Yeah Do Drop me a Ear Plug Or Cotton Wools to stuff out
the unbearable sounds..
NIGHTS MAK! and all chill-dough's
Are you out there when the rainy days begain ?
Do you feel rather sad and the walls are closing in
like e tunnels around me, Studies are such a dread
They concave your brain and kill all the brain cells you had.
Why can't we live a society of communism and studies won't have to exist
and all we do is work , okayy i know that when we're out there worrking
It's vice versa, I wanna see the crashing waves on the sunset view of the
Evening tides!
And i'm scoring relatively well in both studies and lovee~
Manage to get a distinction in loving MoronMak
She's typical but she is extra-ordinaryy a sweet heart
and a benevolent deep within. Thrust down a cupid arrow
and let our love last :D MUACKIEZXZXC BABEESXZCZ
BooYa~we smile loud
You Craze My Heart!!!!
Watchheddd Sniper with
Nicole,Mayyin,Jonathan,Ziyang ..
It's a superb show and i can't believe i'm saying this but Edison is Very hot!
Had Balling session day been quite along time since i had such fun balling day!
Owells at the end of the day studies will always spoil the fun
History Test on tuesday followed by Poa on Wednesday and Math on Friday.
It's really exhausting and stressful and the white hair i'm having now is like more
than what i have in between my toes not to forget a single golden strand hair .
Some pictures to end off :D
In the start you're just a cloud which doesn't seems to amaze me
And slowly you manage to do so , you jump you cuddled you run and shout
everything is so entertaining you have now become my galaxy
every milkyway beyond seen i have seen ..
For what, you can even get me the whole heaven Thanks Baaabbyyy!! : DSkipped Aep today hahaas "D i'm sure asmidah will give me demerit but it doesn't work ..
Watchhed Confessions of a Shopaholic , was an superb show sadden moments and laugh bombers
all right infront of you ..
It's 3.08 noww and it's like when i first met you, we were talking on the phone and i'm playing to the song Kids-MgMt , the feeling was great i felt so pressure and stress-free , guess thats what love is all about , not worrying bout what's gonna happen and just carve out a single road for a double to walk right down . .
Good mornings people~
International smiley day
knock down by the crashing winds
and in confiscating i borrowed heaven
to ask for a more sentimental feel ,
A summer sunshine Of course!
I suck up in my English Oral today ,
Shivering as always i tried to mumble my way through
in the end i stumble on to a passing mark
not badd ehss , But test are coming up right before
Mid year Exams which doesn't make sense to me
why bother bout tests when the real thing is coming
Owells gonna mug for everything noww
Cause i'm a number 1 geek :D
Have a Good night people and don't forget ,
Everynow and then it's always good to send a smile
and you'll find that at the end of the day, the person who is really
smiling IT'S YOU :)
I wanchuu so muchhh
I needchuu so muchhh
A torment i created, A blurred pit waiting for me to fall,
A little misdemeanour i've learnt to live and let live .
So now mesmerize in the world of true smiles and fantasy
you're the reason why my flowery ocean is flowing and
why the clouds are glossy in the way you guys see is normal
but from here i stand i see alot more than just water and hazey clouds
